New York & London: World Editions, 2018. First edition - The author's first book - born in exile, she was the daughter of South African freedom fighters. "Always the outsider, and against a backdrop of racism and xenophobia, Sisonke develops her keenly perceptive view of the world. . .She interweaves her personal story with her political awakening in America and Africa, her euphoria at returning to the new South Africa, and her disillusionment with the new elites. . . a search for belonging and identity: a warm and intimate story by a bold new voice on feminism, race and politics - in her beloved South Africa, in Australia, and around the world." 359 pp.